Losing you

I just got back from a long day of chilling with my family. The day was nice. We went out to eat. Bought a new fish tank, fish and accessories. It was just good to be with the family and away from my daily activities. Sadly, all i could think about was what I was going to do with her father.  In a way I felt sad, as i I had lost someone. I could feel the wrinkles on my face. Even when I tried to smile, i just went back into this state of wondering about what was next. Everything seemed so nice 2 weeks ago. How do I get back to that. Can we get back to that? The craziest thing is we can live with each other, but we can't live without each other. When we are together, life is great. There is a smile in my voice, but when we r apart, we r truly enemies. It should not be that way. We have to find a common ground. Soon....